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Summerooms 3: The Heat of Summer

by Summerooms

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1.
Red Sun 01:36
Red sun Dry me to the bone Red sun What a lonely glow On the floor of this desert, Groaning, I lay silent While I wait for the sun to go down
2.
Exhausted 02:32
I’m so tired I’m here in your arms Let this night of guilt just be handed away Take it all away All the desert, all the sea In the deepest canyon, even underneath You never cease, and then there’s me I fall asleep
3.
Fly through the sky Does what he likes Dead leafless trees That’s where he’ll be There goes the buzzard
4.
It’s so hard to sleep, hot in the sheets I wish I could dream sweet dreams Stay alive, don’t want to give in An early morning bird woke me up with singing He waited all night long, outside my window Stay around, don’t want to get in Call for help when I’m caving in I want to be well I want to think well This faith isn’t on the shelf Help me let go of myself (Yes, you can do it, I know you’ll do it)
5.
I’ve been so silent. I have been wasting away. Your hand was heavy upon me all through the day. I can’t cover it up. You know every secret love. I’ll stop covering it up. I’m done. I’m done. I’m done. I’m done. Tired of the desert, tired of being alone. Tired of the red sun drying me to the bone. You are my hiding place. Your lovingkindness stays, And you never change. My King Jesus, walk me through this season. Show me what I’m feeling will soon be over. When I was silent, I was breaking down. I want you to be close to me, and I want that right now. I can’t cover it up. You know everything I’ve done. I’ll stop covering it up. You’re the only one that I can trust. Tired of the desert, tired of being alone. Tired of the red sun drying me to the bone. Christ, my hiding place, you are my love today. You will never change. It will be you to carry me through, When I’m weaker than the palest blue. All the sin in me is darker than the deepest sea; Old reliable evergreen. I don’t have any control anymore. I never did. I never did. I never will. Christ my hiding place, you are my love today. You will never change. It’ll be you to carry me through. I’m weaker than the palest blue.
6.
I want you to see this, too The heat lightning underneath the moon Maybe someday, someday soon It’ll happen again, and I could watch it with you
7.
It’s OK this time, I just need a little while. I’m at a loss for words. I lost my words. It’s the middle of June, and I miss you. All your life has never left you. Washed by the blood is the first thing. I want to love you in the middle of true peace. I am afraid sometimes. I will cry out for a little while, When I forget your words. Is your promise what it’s worth? I’m glad you didn’t know me In my late teens, 19, 20 or 21. I’m glad you don’t love me more than the Father, The Son of Man, or his Spirit in you. Keep your heart where it needs to be. At the end of June, I miss you. All your life has never left you. Washed by the blood is our first thing. I can miss you in the middle of true peace.
8.
Juneflower 02:34
9.
Pull Apart 02:53
[She] Cover your ears, this might sting a bit. Say all of your prayers but I’m just ready to quit on you. It’s just never enough when I look at you. And you didn’t call my bluff, but maybe I wanted you to. [He] Cover all my tears, I’m just getting hit. I’m calling out again, ‘cause I wasn’t ready to quit like this. If I’ll never be enough for your serenity, Maybe I still wanted to be. [Both] I guess it’s now or never, Pull apart or stay together. I’ve made up my mind. We don’t want the same thing. So sorry, darling.
10.
My heart’s been broken, I’ve been stuck in a rut Got the back wheel turning, digging in the mud You and I used to be so tight I’m trying to get by, I just miss you at the same time Leaving never felt right I don’t know why you wouldn’t stay I’ll pray for your peace of mind If you’re really better off this way I’m turning over every word you said All I can remember is the way you left If I really meant the whole world to you then, What happened to make you want to change what you said? You know I tried with all my might I don’t know why you couldn’t wait Would you pray for my peace of mind? I have to learn how to let this break
11.
Well Worn 02:49
I lost your best written wishes, ‘cause it hurt too much for me to still see them. I took a long break from sleeping, ‘cause if I closed my eyes, you would just appear. There are so many things that I’d like to forget. When we broke into this, I was well worn, and you were hard to quit. If smoke is in the air, I won’t lie down anywhere. And if you ever felt afraid, you let it burn your will to stay. Chances may be bought, but not everything is gonna go my way. Being stubborn is as good as fading starlight, just before the day. We’ve buried all the days when I’d open up my hands next to yours. Now my prayer in the pit is this one thing that’ll reach the shore. You’re unfocused, and I’m a dare. You can’t lie down anywhere. And if you ever felt afraid, I chose you even then, and you don’t care.
12.
[a response] Say all you want. Say everything you can think of, or just stay home. Bleed or sing, whatever happens first. Do you miss me? Don’t answer, or you’ll make it worse. I used to be hypothetical. I used to be a lot of things. It’s not easy just to turn into nothing, or become a Lindsey Whats-her-face. I’m backwards, I’m done. Being a good guy is not enough, so don’t wait up. Sing or sleep, whichever happens first. Do you hate me? Don’t answer if you’ll make it worse. I used to be hypothetical. I used to be a lot of things. It’s not easy just to turn into nothing, or become a Lindsey Whats-her-face. You meant about as much as a high school crush, and that was just enough for you to sing it. You meant about as much as a high school crush, that’s just not enough for me to believe in. You used to be hypothetical. I used to be a lot of things. It’s not easy just to turn into nothing, or become a Lindsey Whats-her-face.
13.
New day, new sunrise “Put to death your old life” But mine keeps crawling back Mine keeps crawling back Somewhere in a deep sea In ruins or lost cities I would find it easy to tell I was just as easy as anyone else I am alive all of the time It’s just hard to see the progress I am alive all of the time And you don’t regret your promise I just fixate on the progress Compassionate and gracious, You are my Father, and I am your son I wear a crown of mercy that you yourself gave me, You satisfy me with good You’re the only one who ever could I am alive all of the time It’s just hard to see the progress I know that you died, I know you’re alive And you won’t take back your promise I just hate to think I abuse it Tell me I’m not a Frankenstein- dead, barely alive My old life was a chore, and I don’t want it anymore Tell me I haven’t passed you by You are by my side I am in a heavy storm, And from the heavens to the ocean floor, You are right beside me, Fully aware of who I am and who I’ll be
14.
Into the Sea 04:12
Make me whole I think my heart is colder than it was before Make me old Older than the songs I know Older than the wind that blows As old as the story goes Falling in, falling out, Turned away to turn around Things will change, they won’t stay the same As I grow old, hardly yet a grain of sand, Younger than my wandering eyes Younger than your bluest skies I’m falling in, and falling out I’ve turned away and turned around I need you, be near Hold my heart I will not fear Who is like you? Undoing my darkest mind Treading over deepest sin You let my head down, until I look to you again Who is like you, God? Faithful to the end You pardon all my sin, Silence all I am You will cast all my sins into the depths of the sea I will sing for joy under the shadow of your wings You are faithful to me

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"The Heat of Summer is a bit of an eclectic album, but it all works so seamlessly together... Joshua Aubrey Jackson is doing some great writing right now -- both musically and lyrically. The album keeps you interested for the entire run time."
- Jesusfreakhideout
www.jesusfreakhideout.com/indiemusic/TheHeatofSummer.asp

"The Heat of Summer" is a concept record inspired by Psalm 32.

The album is divided into four parts:
Part I - Desert Floor (1-4)
Part II - Shout for Joy (5)
Part III - Favored, Emptied (6-12)
Part IV - Vindication (13-14)

All songs written and recorded by Joshua Aubrey Jackson,
from May - December 2019.

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released April 3, 2020

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